REMINISCENCE

somehow,
i do know that there is a serious change in me.
BUT THIS IS my own way to PROTECT myself.

I have seen this world.
I know how it looked like.
It just ain't fine.
BUT,
adults don't know that
They still thinks that i am a kid.
I grown up.
But they don't know.

Everything is changing.
The past is now becoming the future.
My past is my deadliest fear now.
I DETEST , LOATHE MY PAST.
AND
I DETEST MY PRESENT.
I hate myself.

This is much of an EMO POST.

ending with this

A Friend...
is a tissue when you can't stop crying

A Friend...
is a shoulder when you feel like dying

A Friend...
always listens when you have
something to say

A Friend...
is a week when you need a day

A Friend...
is a crutch when you have a brokenheart

A Friend...
is some glue when everything falls apart

A Friend...
is a sun when the rain just won't stop

A Friend...
is your'mom when you run into a cop

A Friend...
is a phone call when you can't leave
your home

A Friend...
is a hand when you feel all alone

A Friend...
is a wing if you want to fly

A Friend...
understands without knowing why

A Friend...
is an ear for a secret to tell

A Friend...
is an aspirin when your head hurts like
hell

A Friend...
is a love that can never let go

A Friend... is you,
and i wanted you to know!!

but i guess NONE of that would be happening?